waiting

i am living my life now without any use. or a slacker you can call it.
living day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute.
with no aim. haiz. i really dun like the feeling. it sucks.
it is not i dun like to relax, yes, i do like relaxing.
but to this extent, it is really too much.
i wake up every morning, on my laptop trying to search for things to do.
isn’t that sad. i have to search for things to do online.
when others might be complaining that they are busy working.
so people, bless me with the power of courage and speech.
that i am able to talk calmly to my mum and persuade her to let me work.

i am now waiting for 5.15 to arrive.
so that i can call kelis.
i need his help. i dunno wad to say.
i feel like i am harrasing him everyday sia.

i feel like i am a zombie, a living one. … ..

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