Sembcorp Orientation program

Yishun Safra Country Club.

not a bad place, seems like the biggest Safra in SG?
there’s like high elements, rock climbing in it sio!
and even live(?) firing range?

reached kinda early than the meeting time.
gosh, the commercial people still have to worry about their work even if they are on course.
how sad. but luckily i dont have to worry about my work. HAHA.

anyway,
was super happy to see yana there too.
i thought she will be too busy to even be able to go there.

was also surprise to see Ernest there too.
i thought he has been in the coy for quite some time already.

at first i was like have Junwen, Kelvin, Peter there will be good enough.
coz at least i know some people that will be going.
but having Ernest and Yana there was surprising. ^^

but ended up Yana, Junwen and Peter at another team.
luckily got Kelvin and Ernest with me still.

HOHO. Ernest was like super high singing Mayday song at certain point.
stupid guy that keep insisting he’s around my age. lolol.

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seriously speaking,
other than the canopy high elements, all other indoor games/activity i can conduct de loh!
okay, maybe the first two engagers I can’t since it wasn’t the same.
but the rest like “Team Link” and “Turn Over A New Leaf” and the rope jumping one all i can conduct de.
all these were from Agape and Camp High lo. =.=

our trainer’s debriefing is not that good also.
though i have to admit he’s confirm better than me. …

while playing the games, it makes me think Agape’s TTT.
I really miss the bunch of us strangers coming together randomly and becoming closer just in less than 48 hours.
Agape were more strict on the rules of the games, as compared to Safra.
i was like what the shit we complete the game so fast?!
while we took an hour plus in Agape. =.=

I MISS AGAPE!
I really like being a trainer, too bad i ain’t talented.
plus it’s not suitable for a full time job.

life’s a mess now

so what if i’ve graduated.
life is a stupid mess now that i have no direction.

no university as both NUS & NTU have rejected me.
and i’m just gonna appeal on what they have rejected me.
JOKE i know, but there’s no other courses that i wanna go.

work is like a bullshit now.
sentry duties for this week again.
the purpose of me joining Agape is to be a camp trainer, not for sentry.
i know i kinda requested that i don’t want ITE camps already.
because they talk in freaking malay.

see, being too loyal to a company is not a good thing at all.

then now, i have really no idea what to do.
everything is contradicting.

Mr Satha say degree is important
advises me to go oversea for a degree if i have to.
but i can’t bear to leave my baby in SG.
it’s University Technology of Sydney.
what course, seriously idk but i saw 2 under the science department.
Environmental Forensic, Environmental Biology.
i really dun mind going, but it’s just maybe parent’s objection and my torty…

then comes to Mrs Mariam suggestion
work in like ABC site or something.
i totally forgot the details already.
but the employer don;t want people working just a year to leave for higher education.
so then again, my degree how?

I’ve told Mr Tan Aik Nan about saying maybe going for the PSB Academy Part Time envt safety thing.
he said that there’s many different kind of jobs in the safety line.
like consultants, auditors etcetc. so no need to worry.
but then again, this should be my last choice.

this is like my downiest point of my life.
it just makes me wonder that did i waste my 8 points just to get into EWT and then failing to get into Uni.
would it just do me good to go to a neighborhood JC with my 13 points then.